woke up this morning feeling a little sad, but then i thought why should i be sad for? the very thing that bothers me does not even concern me. no matter how much i worry about them as they are my closest friends, it is not my life but their own. i have done all that i could and should as a friend and it is up to them to walk their own path. taking it personally upon myself will only add to my emotional and physical stress and tire me out totally. no matter what happens, i will still be their friend and walk any path they choose with them.

one sleepless night down but stress level from work is rising rising!! arghh!! my company’s tax submission is due on saturday but i still haven’t seen the first draft computation from the tax agent! knock knock!! just in case u didn’t notice, today’s wednesday!! i can never understand why this particular firm’s auditor and tax agents like to torment me with their lack of time management and their total lack of professional courtesy in dealing with me! they always expect me to understand that they have lots of work and procedures to follow but yet they have never tried to understand my work load and expect me to do miracles by showering them with everything they want within days! well hello?!! if u don’t scratch my back, i won’t scratch yours! get a grip on managing your time!! its not like my company is a big shot listed company, it’s a small company for pete’s sake! just get it over with and then concentrate on your bigger money making clients!

anyone has a recipe for falling asleep at the right time?

-Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend. (Albert Camus, 1913 - 1960) (attributed)-