today’s a thinking day… a pretty blue one in fact... 1st  reason = i am physically tired (berserk body clock) and 2nd reason = i realized that i need my best friend more than she needs me. i miss her more now that she’s no longer around and busy with everything in her life. i guess i got too attached to her without realizing it. i know it may seem my brain has a loose bolt but i’m still 101% interested in men. she’s like a sister to me, like family and that hurts cos i think some part of me knows that our friendship is going to change even though i know we will always be best friends. just like all friendships, it will start, grow, mature and move on as life goes on. sounds pretty sad huh…but that doesn’t mean that they won’t stay friends for the rest of ur life.
 
there’s always sadness in life and if u ponder upon it too long u will miss other things life may throw at u, be it good or bad. i’m just glad that someone took the time to put footprints in my life and i hope that i leave happy footprint in theirs.
 
why are we all here? wat r our journeys in life headed to? there are those headed towards power, some towards money, others towards love, and then there are those who aren’t sure where they are going and is just moving along. i think we are all actually trying to find our own inner peace. just that everyone has their own way of finding it coupled with of course the elements of civilization, nature, our belief, society, etc... 

i’m one of those who sort of knows where i want to head to but still unsure of whether i want to go in that direction. but for this weekend, i’m sure i’m going in the direction of singapore to visit mgk and partyyyy!!!!

-The most terrible poverty is loneliness and the feeling of being unloved. (Mother Teresa, 1910 - 1997)-