am actually at office typing my blog for the first time... the wan link is working (finally!) but i have no control over the internet connection so i'm only online when someone upstairs connects :o(

the whole day in office, i wanna sleep. i’ve stop taking my medication for flu as i’m feeling slight better so dun think it’s the effect of it. am so tired mentally and physically. just wanna close my eyes and shut down. was so frustrated with the load of work i had but can’t complain to anyone cos everyone is busy and i would most likely be criticized for having an easy working life compared to them. the only other friend of mine who is supposedly free at work as he has no project at the moment was also frustrated with some new work he was assigned to so i ended up listening to him groan abt it instead of him listening to me. sigh… times like this reminds me of another friend who will just walk up to someone (usually a colleague) and ask for a hug when he’s blue. i need one too…:o(

updates…

25 jan 2005 – tues
finally went to the doctors at abt 3pm…as usual, was there abt an hour, either waiting for him or chatting with him :oP then met up my petsis and her friend at starbucks for drinks before going for dinner at the new BKT place in uptown. food’s so so, i prefer the one at 1u. later at nite, my pal’s PA dropped by and passed copies of my pal’s sia time schedule for me to distribute to her fans… :oP

26 jan 2005 - wed
had dinner at dharoos…the cheese naan is not that good. then had drinks at mama kitchen (while my friend had dinner) and mamak to pass my pal’s time schedule :oP

-When you have reached a point at which you cannot see more, You must remember that there may be a point beyond this at which you can see everything. (Mehmet Karagoz)-