tis not a good day... everyone's in a lousy mood. my best pal feels totally sian, something is bothering the boy and as for me, i have no time for breakfast, no time to drink water and don’t even have time to pee!! spent the whole morning briefing the new accounts person on the subsidiary operations, procedures and accounts.

my best pal, i know things looks pretty glum rite now and the world just totally bites! stay positive yeah!! if u need extra positive energy, u know how to find me.

boy, i hope ur doing ok. i've neva seen u so withdrawn. if i can help, just let me know. hope u will talk about it and let out ur feelings cos i think its more difficult to bottle it all inside. if u need a listening ear, i am here okies.

the past week has been pretty much less active and hectic, tis the season to slow down and rest…

14 oct 2004 - thurs
ric, yuets and myself were down with either cough or sore throat plus we couldn’t decide where to have dinner so they headed over to my place for simple home cooked meal while watching ‘new police story’. deliciously good looking actors (nicholas tse and daniel wu) :oP

15 oct 2004 – fri
after work, i met up with ric and yuets at tesco to get the food and items we needed for our bbq before having dinner at mama kitchen in ttdi. the pork ribs was so yummy that we ordered twice! :oP then we tried to get the bbq pit at 1 utama but it was sold out! :o(

16 oct 2004 – sat
accompanied yuets to berjaya times square to see her get a really cool ‘smiley’ pierce (i’ve never seen anyone get a pierce anywhere else other than the ears before). according to frankie who did the piercing, it’s a rare piercing at the middle of the inside of the upper lip.

after the successful piercing, we window shopped and i dragged ric and yuets to check out the bear factory in debenhams cos i saw it in uk and wanted to know how much it costs here in kl. its pretty neat cos u can choose the bear/soft toy u want with as much stuffing as u want and get it sewn up with extras (separately priced of course!) to add sound or clothes and its packaged nicely in a box complete with a birth certificate all for rm99.

since all bbq pits were sold out, we bought the disposable bbq set for our mini party of 4. although its convenient, it was not really effective so we ended up frying our food, making pasta and potato salad :oP after our BIGGG meal, we played cards, watched a funny midnight movie ‘dodgeball’ at tgv and played mahjong before calling it a night (or should it be day?) at abt 330am!

17 oct 2004 – sun
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!! most of my friends cannot believe that my mom is classified as a senior citizen cos she has this funky short reddish colored hair and her clothes are brighter than mine which consists mainly of black, blue and pink :oP

i practically slept the whole day cos i had an ‘early’ nite the day before. plus there’s some renovation going on behind my house in the wee hours of 8am which drove me insane cos i just couldn’t get enough sleep!

in the evening, my mom, brother, maid and i went to pick up my dad from the airport and celebrated my mom’s birthday dinner at kogetsu, saujana in subang. the food portion is a bit small although its not bad but the choices are pretty limited.

18 oct 2004 – mon
had dinner with ric and yuets at jalan aloh cos i wanted to tried the mouth watering fried egg with oyster that yuets loves. found out that my brother’s car broke down (again!?) so we stopped by to get some of his things for me to bring home while he waits for the tow truck. as if his car breaking down is not bad enough, 2 of his handphone ran out of battery so i had to loan him mine till he gets home.

chatted with my pal in singapore for almost an hour. its one of her blue days when the world is just totally unfair and reality bites right smack when ur vulnerable. hang in there gal! things will come when it does, u just have to be at ur best and ready at all times to grab it or let it come to you in its own style.

-Never let the future disturb you. You will meet it, if you have to, with the same weapons of reason which today arm you against the present. (Marcus Aurelius Antoninus, 121 AD - 180 AD, Meditations, 200 A.D.)-