am on certified medical leave again today... seems like lilian too feng shui monthly outlook is pretty accurate. tis the month where i will get sick...:o( and i've taken 3 sick days so far...

spent the whole day at home yesterday... was up early and went to work for about an hour then went to see the doctor. wanted to get some shut eye after that but just couldn't sleep as the irritating renovation is still going on behind my house! arghh!! (its still there today, hence i'm on the computer rite now when i should be sleepin!!) but i did get a bit of a shut eye in the evening.

altho i was sick yesterday, couldn't resist going out to rush for ladies nite with yuets :oP hehe! i had fun tho... only manage to hear the live band play a couple of good songs then the DJ came on but i had a smashing time dancing to the music! the crowd was pretty alright in the beginning but by almost 1am, it was kinda packed on the dance floor. somehow or rather, ppl tend to treat yuets and me like we're some pathway and walk pass us a zillion times that i think most of the time we were just trying to avoid traffic! :oP left shortly about 1++ am and headed to yumcha till abt 4am!! yikes!! sorry for keeping u up so 'early' yuets! thanks for hanging out with me yesterday and chit chatting :o) hope u got some sleep.

my yahoo mail is still giving problems... some DNS server error or something... sigh!! dun think its streamyx tho cos i can still open my other yahoo email account... what in the world is going on??!!!

i mentioned that i was stressed out by a guy who was interested in me. my pal told me that he's doing much better now and moving on. i'm really glad to hear that. altho i am not romantically inclined to him, he is a very nice guy (the marriageable sort!) and a good friend. i'm sorry that i may seem like a cold blooded person for not calling but i don't want to hurt him anymore than he already is. its not that i don't care but i have to be cruel so that he can move on with a clean break with new priorities. i sincerely hope that he will find someone who will love him just as much as he can love that someone.

-If all the world hated you and believed you wicked, while your own conscience approved of you and absolved you from guilt, you would not be without friends. (Charlotte Bronte, 1816 - 1855, Jane Eyre pg. 61)-